04.01.08
far in the present future …
as a junior creative … as my job title should became, I am in a continuous search for innovation, for new stuff and spectacular cool projects, this including architectural projects, lighting and technological innovations, that could successfully be used in advertising campaigns for our clients. This is how I have found it: “Dubai :The Ice bar, Middle East’s first ice lounge“, and afterwards “The world’s first luxury underwater hotel – Hydropolis Underwater Hotel, Dubai, UAE“
It is like they are part of a completely different world, centuries in front of us … we are babies learning how to walk by stepping on a soft carpet … so we would not harm ourselves when falling … they are the forgoers of the world, the innovators and heads of evolution. They have financial power and culture need and they are ahead of evolution, they will take us with them, and support our development … and we desconsider them.
Life is different in Arabia, in Dubai. Most of us are unable to imagine the advance in evolution they got, for me it was diffiicult to convince myself , these projects are real, are finished and populated with normal, living people, and there are!
Hopefully I will have the opportunity to see and experience them!
03.29.08
John Galliano autumn/winter 2008/2009 collection
I simply couldn’t help it not to have a post about it …. people such as Alexandre McQeen and John Galliano are bringing art in the world …
03.23.08
break from living
I needed I break from the stresfull life in Bucharest, from my job and people around me, from all the constraints and unwritten obligations we make thowards the others …. I have took a breack from all these and run back home, away from all my concernes … there have been two nice days when I just read and plyed with my sweet bandid!
a new week , a new begining, a new fight … there is fighting all the time, fighting for life, fighting for recognition, fighting for your dreams … but life has no charm without fighting … so we put an end to our break and come back to life, and start it all over again … or simply go back to our usual experience …
03.10.08
there’s no place for good intention in business!
There are days like the one just passing away, that gives me the confidence “There’s no place for good intentions in business” … this is for sure … just forget about it! just let do what you have to do, do what you are told and things will work much better! Don’t think about what it would be beter for your partner, don’t think about mutual advantage! there are no such things … childish believes … nonesens … just act as you don’t know, as you don’t want to know, aas if you aren’t interest … you’re only interest into your own profit … this is what you seek … nothing else!
please keep that in mind: there’s no such thing as “good intentions” in business! you will only make it wors, for you and for the other!
02.16.08
odd people never pass unnoticed…
I don’t know really why, but I believe there are special persons … there are usual persons, who could be nice guys and girls … but they are regular … they are so regular you simply cannot bare them any longer … I am scared of getting to regular … There are regular persons having special wishes, they will do anything to fulfill their wishes, use, and hurt other people (who for them are useless ships) just to come to their goal … but these are not special people … they are also regular, they are boring with their stupid goal … and they fulfill it … and then what?And afterwards, there are the special people … these are the people who are always in a search for answers to the “Why?” question. I don’t think I have ever have met such a person … even Romica, who is smart, he thinks he has the answers, he thinks he is in search for further answers, but in the end he is blinded by his ego, and foolish pride … he feels superior as he is always surrounded by silly people listening to him … I like to think I am a special person, and I am searching for my answers … why? …. why? …….. all questions will bring me to a final “?”it might seem superficial … maybe it rely is … but I consider Jonny Deep as being a special person … maybe he is, i hope he is … then I wouldn’t feel so alone between so many unfamiliar persons. I have studied photography … but simply cannot practice it … I feel like my photos are liking their content, I see them as empty spaces, painted in empty objects and empty trees, and empty people filing an empty space … I will try harder and fill this emptiness with content, with filing and meaning … I considered Paul Kit as being a special person, I really wanted him to be so … but I was rung … even though he came the closest to my meaning of special, his blog has something to say www.kitblog.com …. I believe I started bloging because of him and the feeling that I will through my thoughts somewhere in an abis … such as an endless cosmic space … but now I think I was rung. He is indeed more then a regular person … but I think this is more like a snobbish behavior … I am the best in design … I control it, it is at my feats … so there are no place for amateurs in here …. I don not want to feet in this world, I don not want to get regular … I don not want to get obsolete …I want to feet the world to myself … I want to find myself and let my spirit be free, I want to unlash my mind, my creativity and endless thought? I want to find questions that will bring more answers to find, I want to free myself … and sayng this it feels so good … is like revealing myself even as speaking … freeing my spirit and mind ….
02.09.08
dilema … … …
I went last night at the party in Casino Palace, they used to be one of our clients last year, until Bogdan fuked all relations with them, and they simply wanted to finish any other collaboration with our ompany. We still had to organize for them events for 6,000 EURO and some … so I still had to be in contact with them for a while …
We had our first event two weeks ago … nothing spectacular, just a bunch of casino players coming as they used to, playing and having something to eate … and more there have been Andreea Banica singing for them …. for 35 minutes, so 10 minutes less then she should have. It was the first time after a long time when I spoke to Emilia … and everthing went unexpectingly nice.
On Tuesday I was fiered, and I had to let my client know about the situation, as Bogdan wouldn’t have taken care about the issue. Still I was invited at the party – they celebrated the Chinesse New Year, and had Johannes The Mistery Man as special guest .. I couldn’t say it was a party to fit the expectations of a chinesse customer, expecialy because for them it was the New Year’s Eve, and maybe they wanted a countdown, something more – a tayco drumer, a dancing performance, a dragon, a huge mouse, soome video transmition from a real party … and not a caraoke show … but to go further. this is not the main point in here.
I have stood all night speaking with Emilia, speaking with Ionut and Silviu his manager, and then happened just what I predicted, Emilia told me they would like me to work with them as an F&B coordinator, that it won’t be an easy job, but they will give me all the support and I will fell just fine in their team. I have further spoke with Alex, the director of the Casino, who also tried to convince me to come to them …. Which is my dilema? well my sweet Bogdan just told me he woul also like me to come back to work, as this breack have been enough for me, and he expects me back in the office on Monday … now what should I choose from the two offers …. I know everyone will answer : who is payng more … but it doesn’t work like this with me … is much more dificult. I realy wouldn’t like to leave Bogdan alone, but still he doesn’t desearve to loose such an opportunity just because I wouldn’t like to leave him alone, because he needs a nany … I’m tired to be his nany … but I will miss that … I will have to further speack with him about this … and I even anticipate his reaction. He will say: it is your decision only. This is what I’m offering you, if you don’t want this, then go. I won’t stop you. I know if will take the wrong decission it will be my fault only …
It is so hard to take a decision. I must choose between two different thing … so very different. I don’t know what would be beter for me … to stay with Bogdan or experience something new …
02.06.08
Sweet February 5th ….
I have worked for the last two years for an entertainment company, named L.A. ENTERTAINMENT INTL., as an executive assistant … preaty nice job. At first we were thre persons, then four, then five, and then there were just me and my boss, stll it was good enough from time to time.
I had the opportunity to meet Tom Jones, Jose Careras, Joe Cocker, and many other extraordinary persons. I had the oportunity to give the best of me, and to realise there were a “the best of me”. I learned that I must manage my problems, and I learned to ask for help, because asking is always been answered.
I was fired yesterday … I cried a little thinkink about the people I knew and I will loose, about the advantages I think I could further have had … but still I’mk feeling so free! I woke up this morning and have been happy, I felt so free …. I’m still smiling about the feeling of freedom, but have a sad smile about living everything behind … I came to my senses, faster then I even thought it would hapen, and started planning for my future, what shoul I do starting with now, and continuing the days after. I’m still not convinced this is happenig, I am thinking that things will come back to the way there used to be, but I think I will have to get usd with the ideea, that it was an experience in my life I have to pass over, and look forward in the future. I am still checking my corporate e-mail address, thinking I will …. do what, now I realise I have no importance for that company, everything is over now, and I will face a new begining from now on!
beautiful, right! … do not ever get too attached for your job … it hutrs you so much!
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